Known you five years
Loved you four years
Loved you when I shouldn't have
Tried to stop loving you
Even when my heart would not
Ups and downs along the way
Pulling me toward the day
A day not in my reach
A day I did not dare for
Loving you got me high
Loving you made me low
Six months ago
You asked and I said yes
To be your wife
One month ago
Our commitment made real
I am yours
You are mine
Forever and always
Until we draw the final breath
You are my wife
Being sad is normal.
Depression is not.
Depression is more common than people think.
Others do not understand what it feels like for the blade to be across your skin.
They do not know that black hole in your soul that eats at you.
The only way out of the black hole you see is red.
When people say "I know how you feel" you sink deeper.
Trying to bring you out only makes you dig deeper sometimes.
You feel worthless and a burden.
Depression eats at your soul until you give in.
You never know when depression will hit or what will trigger it.
Even though you can't see it the only way out is not red color but flesh color.
Color of the people who tr
Dark is the night sky,
silver pools reflecting,
rinsing downy softness,
the twinkling light dries it,
snuggled warmly in its caresses.
Beauteous is the moon,
The stars twinkle approval.
A comet sears the curtain,
streaming its blazing fronds.
Fiery in the darkness,
Restless and bold,
striking static arches,
frantic lightning surges
at each tender kiss.
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